i lol'd so hard when i downloaded these songs. lol
here's the vid for advertising the songs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9HPrR7_wBm8&feature=sub
link for the songs.
http://www.tfsabridged.com/download/christmascd.zip
they're great songs that will make you laugh every time. especially if you know team four star, and thier work.
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
the trip
went to louisville for my gf amanda's doctor on the 15th. she had her diabetic pump reset, and changed her settings. now we will go back in january. there we will do some testing to see if our baby is ok. on the way there on the 15th, we were in her mom's tiny pink tracker... every time a semi came by, the car was pushed off toward the side by the winds the semi created. the roof (which is detachable) almost got blown off each time. it was really drafty in the tracker, and we were freezing in the back, since the heater isn't all that great. her mom and dad up front were pretty warm though..... anyways, we were on the road for about 4-5 hours, and were very cramped.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
black cat update
here's and update on black cat. so far, the plot of the series keeps getting better and better. i can't wait until i read the next chapter. just as i thought when i started reading... this manga is probably going to be on my top of my list of great manga's. so far i've learned more about the characters, and apparently Train (black cat) has lost someone he truly loved when a friend of his killed her. he believed that he was helping Train, but her murder forced them apart. this person (not saying his name for spoiler reasons) seems to have an obsession with Train, and it's kind of creepy... (ok scratch that... it's really really creepy)
apparently there are many people who have strange powers and are able to control thier ki (body's energy) and many use them for murder, and destruction. with where i'm at, Train, Sven (the inteligent side of the group. he creates new weapons, and items to help train and himself) and Eve (girl they saved, and later joined their group. she has nano-bots inside her body that makes her a living weapon) are looking for a mass murder who enjoys killing anybody, no matter who they are. women, children, and men. it doesn't matter, as long as he can hear thier screams. nobody can stop him so far. he uses his ki to strengthen his body. by doing so he goes on killing spree's, and enjoys every minute of it. Train, Sven, and Eve must stop this man at all cost to save the town... and of course earn the 15 million that's on his head.
anyways, if you haven't read the manga, then i'm going to go ahead and suggest for you to read it. even if you don't like books, you will fall in love with the characters, and the amazing story.
apparently there are many people who have strange powers and are able to control thier ki (body's energy) and many use them for murder, and destruction. with where i'm at, Train, Sven (the inteligent side of the group. he creates new weapons, and items to help train and himself) and Eve (girl they saved, and later joined their group. she has nano-bots inside her body that makes her a living weapon) are looking for a mass murder who enjoys killing anybody, no matter who they are. women, children, and men. it doesn't matter, as long as he can hear thier screams. nobody can stop him so far. he uses his ki to strengthen his body. by doing so he goes on killing spree's, and enjoys every minute of it. Train, Sven, and Eve must stop this man at all cost to save the town... and of course earn the 15 million that's on his head.
anyways, if you haven't read the manga, then i'm going to go ahead and suggest for you to read it. even if you don't like books, you will fall in love with the characters, and the amazing story.
louisville
on teusday i have to go to lousiville with my girlfriend amanda to see what's going on with the baby. so far, it's just to see if the baby is ok or not. you kmow... the usual tests for autism, mental retardation, and other things like that. also there are tests for physical developments, such as some babies having holes in thier hearts, deformities, ect. like i said... it's the usual tests. i'm a bit nervous for the outcome though... i hope our baby jackie will be ok!
LIFE
i believe that everyone deserves to live no matter what they do, or have done. i hate the death penalty. they say it's justice, but there is no true justice in this world. when you kill someone, they're gone forever. they won't be coming back. their families are affected so much by all this.
there have been times where someone who was innocent was convicted as being guilty and killed by the government. later they realize that he/she was innocent and the family was informed and sent money.... money doens't cut it! money won't bring back the dead, and it won't settle their despair and anger! like i said before. once someone's dead they'll never return. we all know that!
death penalty to me is a cruel and unusual punishment. why is it considered a punishment to end one's life for hurting/killing another. all that is, is just revenge. revenge never solves anything. it just breeds new hate, and more hate causes more death. why not let that person sit in jail until the day they die. that's a punishment! they get to live through their punishment. but with death, they just die, and that's it.... nothing else. nothing more.
i know that there are some people who are cruel, and insane. others have a mental disease or something like that, and they're given the death penalty as well. some don't even realize what they've done, but they're still treated as if they should die. that's like putting a death penalty on a 6 year old for accidentally shooting somoene with his/her father's gun. they didn't know what they were doing, and yet those with mental illnesses are the same, but treated like a true criminal. it's wrong, and many people know it. but they'd rather have those people die, than live. it's sad, but true.
why is it that we've become a world where death is widely accepted as a form of punishment? many people seem to enjoy watching others die. especially in war. i know we must defend our country, but wars cause so much unnecessary death and destruction. the army trains our soldiers to believe it's ok to kill another just because their the enemy. but that person that had just died most likely has a family. that family also believes that we're the enemy because one of our men just took the life of their loved one. we think the same of them. when it all comes down to it, we're all wrong.
war creates hate, despair, vengence, and death for both sides. the more a war goes on, the more all this builds. and the more these emotions, and problems build, the more destruction and death will accumulate. many people don't understand why i feel this way, and i don't understand how they're ok with death. in a way, i feel sorry for those who feel oposite towards how i feel. they're blind to the way others feel. they see death penalty, war, and other forms of death as no big deal, and for some, it's necessary to them. i hate that kind of ideaology.
death isn't something to think lightly of, but sadly most of the world is that way.
there have been times where someone who was innocent was convicted as being guilty and killed by the government. later they realize that he/she was innocent and the family was informed and sent money.... money doens't cut it! money won't bring back the dead, and it won't settle their despair and anger! like i said before. once someone's dead they'll never return. we all know that!
death penalty to me is a cruel and unusual punishment. why is it considered a punishment to end one's life for hurting/killing another. all that is, is just revenge. revenge never solves anything. it just breeds new hate, and more hate causes more death. why not let that person sit in jail until the day they die. that's a punishment! they get to live through their punishment. but with death, they just die, and that's it.... nothing else. nothing more.
i know that there are some people who are cruel, and insane. others have a mental disease or something like that, and they're given the death penalty as well. some don't even realize what they've done, but they're still treated as if they should die. that's like putting a death penalty on a 6 year old for accidentally shooting somoene with his/her father's gun. they didn't know what they were doing, and yet those with mental illnesses are the same, but treated like a true criminal. it's wrong, and many people know it. but they'd rather have those people die, than live. it's sad, but true.
why is it that we've become a world where death is widely accepted as a form of punishment? many people seem to enjoy watching others die. especially in war. i know we must defend our country, but wars cause so much unnecessary death and destruction. the army trains our soldiers to believe it's ok to kill another just because their the enemy. but that person that had just died most likely has a family. that family also believes that we're the enemy because one of our men just took the life of their loved one. we think the same of them. when it all comes down to it, we're all wrong.
war creates hate, despair, vengence, and death for both sides. the more a war goes on, the more all this builds. and the more these emotions, and problems build, the more destruction and death will accumulate. many people don't understand why i feel this way, and i don't understand how they're ok with death. in a way, i feel sorry for those who feel oposite towards how i feel. they're blind to the way others feel. they see death penalty, war, and other forms of death as no big deal, and for some, it's necessary to them. i hate that kind of ideaology.
death isn't something to think lightly of, but sadly most of the world is that way.
baby
i went to the doctor yesterday with my girlfriend. we heard the baby's heart beat for the first time. we're so excited!!!!! just 6 more months until jackie's born!!!!!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
Jackie Morgan Boyt
i can't wait!!! we'll know if our baby will be a boy or girl in january!!! we of course will be naming our child Jackie Morgan Boyt. we're both so excited to have our first child. we're having some issues with money at the moment, but it'll all work out.
music
i've been looking up alot of music lately from the 70's and 80's and i happened upon a good band called metallica. i've heard of them before, but i never listened to them before. of course i listened to them, loved them. also the scorpions was good. i found so many good bands, such as led zeppelin, def leopard, twisted sister, ect. i love them all!!!
XIII admission/confession
A while back i did something horrible.... it wasn't on purpouse.... no.... something like this is never not purpousful... that was just a pitiful excuse.... i knew what i was doing, and it was a horrible mistake. i wish i could go back in time and undo that horrible action. it's hard for me to write this, because i want to forget it all.... but forgeting is hard, and something like this shouldn't be forgoten. it should stay with me forever. forever reminding me of how horrible i was at that time, and that i should never attempt anything like that ever again. the horrible deed that i had committed was cheating. i had cheated on my girlfriend after 9 months of being together. it was a horrible mistake. the whole reason for me cheating was because of the way she treated me. i was treated like a dog... even after all the time i sacrificed so many things for her. she was abusive most of the time, and i hate to admit it... at times i was afraid to go to her house. i slowly, over time, started wondering if she truly loved me or not, and if i loved her still. but that day of cheating, i realized that i still loved her. even through all the things that were bad i still loved her. she had already known what had happened a few hours after, and we were seperated for a few weeks... luckily for me that horrible deed i had done had made us closer somehow. she started going to therapy and it's working. she's alot less violent than she used to be, and she's doing her best to treat me better. i still do everything i can for her, and try my best to make her happy, just like i did before. now our relationship is improving alot, and we also have a child on the way. we love eachother more than we ever had before, and i'm talking to her about my promlems now, unlike before. that was biggest reason it all happened. instead of talking and telling her what was wrong, i kept everything bottled up and later had a meltdown. now i know what i should've done, and i wll never make that mistake ever again. we love eachother, and we will be together forever!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Fruits Basket (furuba)
it's a good manga that i'm reading. so far i'm up to book 9 or 10. i love this manga! it's about a girl named Tohru, who's parents died, and she had to live in the woods in a tent. later the Sohma family took her in as a guest to stay in their home. eventually they accepted her as family, and she now lives there. there's a catch though.... the sohma family has a curse. there are 12 members that have the curse of the zodiac. 12 of them have the spirit of a zodiac animal that resides in them. if they are hugged by the opposite member of sex, or if they become too weak, they turn into their animal zodiac animal. there is also one more person who was supposed to be in the zodiac, but never made it. Kyo the cat. the story revolves around tohru, Kyo the cat, and Yuki the rat. it's basically a love triangle, and eventually Tohru will have to pick who is the one she loves the most.... Yuki, or Kyo which i have a guess who it is, but i'm not saying it just yet. as the story progresses, you watch Tohru bond with all the characters, and you grow a fondness for everyone in the manga. that's all i'm saying for now about the manga. i'm wanting to read more now... lol
Black Cat
i'm reading a good manga called Black Cat. i just started it, so i dont know too much about it, but apparently the main character who is the Black Cat is a famous gunman, who had quit a large organization to become a sweeper. (a bounty hunter) i believe his name was Train... not too sure though. so far that's all i know. but i'm going to continue reading it to find out more. it's quite interesting.
stupid school....
our school is going to make us put our backpacks in school lockers. most people won't have time to get to their lockers, and cause more problems. the cause of it all is a few stupid freshmen bringing illegal things in their backpacks... they got caught, and now this stupid rule was made. everyone in all my classes hates the new backpack in lockers rule, as well as i. what pisses us all off, is as soon as our backpacks go in those lockers, it becomes school property. we all hate that, and we want to keep our backpacks with us.
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