are women more evil than men?

why is it when (most of the time) two women get very angry at eachother they try to destroy eachother's lives? they hold such a terrible grudge, and they try to completely ruin eachother. they'll do it physically, mentally, emotionally, or a combanations of two, or all three. with men (usually) men will yell, act tough, and get into eachother's faces, cuss, and insult eachother. usually that's all we do, and then walk away. sometimes men will throw a punch, or get into a fight. but most of the time men will leave eachother alone after that. many times men forgive eachother and become friends, or just go their seperate ways. unlike many women who keep that hate inside and will never forgive. they let thier emotions consume them and eventually more and more of that classic teenage highschool girl drama comes out and continues. many times women will do absolutely everything in thier power to make the other miserable. such things as breaking the other's jewelry, purpously spilling things on thier clothes, spreading vile and untrue rumors, spreading secrets, and many more things that i've witnessed. this has led me to believe that women... epsecially teenage girls, have more evil tendencies than men.

snowman....

i failed at making a snowman... *cries* i went around my house in a complete circle, and the snowball only grew an inch.... wtf!?! i feel like as if i've failed so badly....

the baby

my and my girlfriend's little baby jackie will have a great room by the time she's born. we are switching my gfs amanda's room with her parents. this way amanda will have a larger room, and she will also have a queen sized bed, more dressers, a rocking chair, changing table, crib, ect, ect. so yeah, we're going to be ready for our little girl.

jackie's gender

today we'll find out if jackie will be a boy or girl!!!!!! we're so excited!!!!!!!

a power that rules us?

i believe that god is the all powerful ruler. he's our father, and creator. but god decided to give us the power to control our own fates. he let us choose our own paths. sure he helps every now and then, especially when you ask. but we basically rule ourselves. we make all of our decisions of our own accord. many times we let other people rule us, and make laws for the rest of us to follow. but in the end, we all rule our own selves.

my ideals

our ideals are all about how we perceive things, and what we believe is better. we want the best for us, and those we love. an example would be my ideal job. i would love to be a storm chaser. i love storms and tornadoes. in the storm chasing experience, you go through alot of stress, and it's always a rush. you never sit in a cubicle all day looking at a map,or staring into a camera by a green screen. storm chasing is the ideal job for me. i already have my ideal girlfriend. she's perfect to me in every way. sure she has her flaws, but everyone does. which is what makes us all so wonderful. her love for me, her commitment, and her trust in me is all i ever need. she is my ideal girlfriend.

finding a job...

i'm having trouble finding a job... very few are hiring, and those that are hiring are jobs that i cannot do because of school. i need the money to support my gf, and future child, but it's realy hard to find a job now.